Mood:Annoyed
Song of Choice:"Broken" by 12 Stone
Topic: So many Quizes
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 4 Weeks and 1 day
Days Until Spring Break:47


hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Tomboy


What's your sexual appeal?
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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pure


What's YOUR sexual fetish?
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avoidant


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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You are a goddess!


Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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Water Goddess. You like peace and serenity and are
usually content with life.


What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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You are an IDEALISTIC VIRGIN.


What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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Legolas


Who is your Ideal Lord of the Rings (male) Mate?
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You are red. You are impure, but noble. You are precious and true to yourself and others. When you love, you love entirely, and will do anything to make your love happy. You are sure of your identity, therefore, you cannot change others or be changed. You are a true prince, you may be forgotten, but without you, none of us could go on.

What inner color are you?

hehe I'll do more of these later I gotta finish my french project I find a lot of this amusing they're kinda true I guess...heheh so many Quizes...8:12 pm...after all that posterboard nonsense...I killed like an hour in just quizes.

Mood:Sad
Song of Choice:The Piano Opening of She Said by Cold
Topic: Thinking
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 3 Weeks and 6 days
Days Until Spring Break:49

::lies in her hammock sword in hand hand off to one side:: For as long as I can remember I've wanted to protect people...sometimes I could...hide them, fight for them, lie for them,...anything they didn't even have to ask...but now...I'm powerless...

I remember now when it started...I was in like the first or second grade and I always got picked on...but I didn't know how to fight so I'd always cry...but a boy...one day stood up for me and took care of me...his name was Michael...I'll always remember him...he taught me to fight how to be tough and how to stand on my own two feet...he took care of me alot...I rember his dad use to beat him and that's why he knew so much...but from then on I just wanted to be like him and protect people...much like a wolf like friend of mine who I become more mentally in tune with each day...

I've saved my share...stoped enough surcides...cried enough tears...begged for enough lives to be spared...but you cans win them all can you? ::Gets out of her hammock and floats down to the Sanctuary floor::

It is said that the strong prey on the weak but perhaps it is the weak that prey on the kind-hearted taking them down with them ::fences with shadow in the candel light:: the oppressed will not fight for themselves they need a leader...the poor will not retaliate against the rich...::sigh::such a world...I would give anything to wash away all this pain and insanity the state of profanity that this world resides in...this flith if only for a short while...

Such burdens on my mind...such pains burden other's soul...just one peaceful day...just one...::sheaths sword:: I miss being happy being truley simply happy in a moment in time...when I could watch Peter eat and just be happy in the fact that it had been my idea to come to that resteruant, of watching Jun stare out the bus window, the pure jubilation of Ivette giving me a cookie...I miss that so very very much. ::floats up to hammock:: I'm tired...I think...I'll rest and try to dream of better days...

Mood:Worried
Song of Choice:"These Walls" by Trapt
Topic: Thinking
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 3 Weeks and 6 days
Days Until Spring Break:49

Man...this month has been hard on everyone hasn't it? Lum, Cat, Peter...I'm sorry...man I just want to help I want to make everything okay and I know that I have no way of doing that. It's not like a scraped knee or a paper cut where you put bactine and a band-aid and it's all okay...but nothing I can do will make it better will it? I'm sorry guys...I...Peter I'll give you a ring tonight if you like is that okay?
Farewell
~Kim~

Mood:Neutral
Song of Choice:"Stories" by Trapt
Topic: Nonsense
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 3 Weeks and 4 days
Days Until Spring Break: 51
Headstrong 4:45
Circling your head contemplating everything you ever said / Now I know the truth I got a doubt / A different motive in your eyes and now I’m out / See you later / I see your fantasy you want to make a reality paved in gold / See inside, inside of our heads / Well that’s all over we heard what you said / Back off we’ll take you on / Headstrong to take on anyone / I know that you are wrong / Headstrong we’re Headstrong / Back off We’ll take you on / Headstrong to take on anyone / I know that you are wrong /This is not where you belong // I can’t take anything away / I won’t give everything away // It’s in your eyes and your disguise is not worth hiding anymore / We’re in control you can’t tell us how to live our lives anymore // Conclusions manifest your first impressions got to be your very best / I see you’re full of s*** and that’s alright / That’s how you play I guess you get through every night / Now that’s over / I see your fantasy you want to make it a reality paved in gold / See inside, inside of our heads / Well that’s all over we heard what you said / I know I know all about your motives inside and your decision to hide

Made Of Glass 3:29
I don’t know anything at all and I’m somebody else / It could take years to find you, it could years to find myself / And I don’t need to hear your answer I just need you to see / That I think it’s time to break down these walls that we throw // Am I still breathing have I lost that feeling / Am I made of glass ’cause you see right through me / I don’t know who I am and you’re the only one who sees that / I can’t ask these questions that cannot be answered today / And even if everything goes wrong and we start to fall apart / I will understand where you are, I will understand this by myself /And I don’t need to hear your answer I just need you to feel / Like there are no boundaries at all // And how far have we come, too far to throw away the past / Will you be there waiting for me / I have to ask what we are, if I ask today it just won’t last/ So I’ll be here waiting for you // Will we ever feel this good again – Not today // Will we ever feel this real
again – Not today // Will you ever be mine again – Not today // Will we ever feel this real again – Not today

Hollowman 5:03
I can't remember / The last time you cared about anything / The last time you allowed yourself to be seen / so pretentious your lies unrelenting disguise / Creating tears in your eyes your mind withers and dies / pretending to be something you are not / somewhere in the middle you are now caught / You’ve never seen who you really are / No life breathes in you / All the time you laugh you wait you cry / No part of your life is true / All the time your life passes you by / I don’t ever want to see I don’t ever want to be like you, Hollow Man / I don’t care what you give / Hollow man you can’t live like this // Your voice is just a whisper / You call upon your blank thoughts as you try / To fit in where you missed her / You missed the chance to stop living a lie

These Walls 4:05
Something missing / Left behind / Search in circles / Every time I try / I’ve been here before / I’ve seen you before / I can’t escape walking through these halls / Hard to find a place where there are no walls / And no lines begging me to cross / Only straight ahead better move along / Like Clockwork / I commit the crime / I pretend to be / everything they like / I’ve been here before / I’ve seen you before / And I trade everything for this / And I trade everything for this / Why do I read the writing on the wall / Why do I read the writing on the wall / I won’t lose my place in line / I’ve been here too long and I’ve spent to much time / I won’t lose my place in line / I’ve been here too long and I’ve spent too much time

Still Frame 4:31
Please help me ’cause I’m breaking down, this picture’s frozen and I can’t get out (of here) / Believe me, I’m just as lost as you / And every time I think I’ve finally made it / I learn I’m farther away than I’ve ever been before / I see the clock and it’s ticking away, and the hourglass empty / What the f*** do I have to say / Keep it inside the image portrayed / As if I couldn’t stand losing as if I couldn’t be saved, no way / A small confession I think I’m starting to lose it / I think I’m drifting away from the people I really need / A small reflection on when we were younger / We had it all figured ’cause we had everything covered / Now we’re older it’s getting harder to see / What this future will hold for us, what the f*** are we going to be? / I’m afraid I’m falling farther away (from where I want to be)

Echo 4:11
I think about your face / And how I fall into your eyes / The outline that I trace / Around the one that I call mine / Time that called for space / Unclear where you drew the line / I don’t need to solve this case / And I don’t need to look behind // Close my eyes / Let the whole thing pass me by / There is no time / To waste asking why // So I’ll run away with you by my side / I need to let go of this pride / Until this echo in my mind // Before this echo can subside / Do I expect to change / The past I hold inside / With all the words I say / Repeating over in my mind / Some things you can’t erase / No matter how hard you try / An exit to escape/ Is all there is left to find

The Game 4:05
How have you been, nice to see you again / How quickly these conversations seem to end / You meet a friend, every now and then /How quickly these relations turn into trends // Put all your walls up and open your windows / And close all your doors /You find yourself standing in front of the mirror/ And now you need more // What do you wish for / To catch you as you’re falling / So easy to ignore / But now you hear it calling again // I wouldn’t want to be you / This lonely game that you play / Between your walls you confuse / Every heart that you break / So afraid that you’ll lose / Always a void to replace / I wouldn’t want to play you // You try and pretend, the truth is hard to bend / How easy these translations can be read / What if you were led to play a different game instead / How hard these frustrations are to mend // Does it matter to you? // Just Wait

When All Is Said And Done 4:16
You have a chance to really shine now / Well patience was never one of your true virtues / Stop trying to control everything and f*** what they say, what do you have to prove? // So why am I waiting, this time that I’m wasting, if that’s what you mean // How will this be when all is said and done, will I know where I’m from remember me / Where will I be, I guess I’m on the run and time is catching up behind me // I’m scared to be the only one who sees / The hourglass run dry ’cause too much time went by / Why do I try to prove that I will be ready for everything thrown at me // These thoughts trickle down, imaginary lines cut through the ground / So why am I waiting, this time that I’m wasting, if that’s what you mean

Enigma 4:40
Do we know how to get the message across / We turn the lights off to find a way out / It’s hard to get through to grasp what was lost / Don’t turn the light off and leave me in the dark / Hey, I’m pleading, my soul is bleeding / I don’t want to be left alone, not when I’m right next to you/ What are you thinking, it’s so misleading / Is it not for me to know, I think it’s just hard for you to show // We never spoke in the words that we want / We turn the lights off to find a way out / We’ve never chosen to keep what we’ve got / Don’t turn the light off and leave me in the dark // I thought it would be nice to lie down and close my eyes / It never occurred to me that I am already asleep // Don’t be the one to be let go / Don’t be the one to be alone

Stories 3:55
I found a line and then it grew / I found myself still thinking of you / I felt so empty and now I’m fine / But it's still burning when will you be mine // Too much of the same stories in our lives / I think it’s time to change, don't you? / (I think it’s time for us to walk away from here) / Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside // Now look at me still in your mind / Our memories so intertwined / Well you broke through and found your way / And so did I no need to stay // Do you remember lying on the beach so late at night / Do you remember running through the sprinklers that night / Do you remember all the songs that I have wrote for you / I remember the way you made me feel when I was with you / That look in your eyes I never thought that this would be untrue

New Beginning 4:15
The pressure is building I want to break away / Motivation is lacking the point starts to fade / I look to the bottom still empty still the same / I’m waiting for something to show me the way / To the path that I should take, it’s just too real to go ahead and fake / Every step that I make / Name your price I would give anything / I want to start over again / What do I want I have nothing to say / Whatever it is I want it today / Do we choose our own ground Do we choose to stay / Well I’ve seen too many throw it away // Do I see just one small chance to be myself to try and make it last / Every step that I take

Mood:Pained
Song of Choice:"It's been a while" by Staind Acoustic version
Topic: Just let me be
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 3 Weeks and 3 days
Days Until Spring Break: 52

::Kim walks out mumbeling "I sit locked inside my head Remembering everything you've said This silence gets us nowhwere!
Gets us nowhere way too fast!" Kim sits down on stool:: Man...life's a bitch and then you die unfortunately...you don't die soon enough you gotta go through all this crap before it stops....::puts face in hands::Man...most of you are probably lost but hell I no more there then you are....even in my own words...you know what even if I can't do it in real life I'm gonna pretend I can do it here...so yes.

::Plus out guitar:: I always liked "Outside"'s rift but I think I'll do this one for now
And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means And it's been awhile Since I can say that I wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since I can say I love myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day! And it's been awhile Since I could look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry And it's been awhile Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face And it's been awhile But I can still remember just the way you taste And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry

lol I feel torn apart so I'll just keep going no one mind me I'm not going to talk about it here but know this I feel like crap and I'm a little angry and snippy and lonely and hurt and pretty fucking bad over all! But hell a decision is a decsion right? NEXT SET!!

And you Bring me to my knees Again All the times That I could beg you please In vain All the times That I felt insecure For you
But I leave My burdens at the door But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside your ugly Your ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I felt like this won't end Was for you
And I taste What I could never have It's from you All the times That I've tried My intentions Full of pride But I waste More time than anyone But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside your ugly Your ugly like me
I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I've cried All this wasted It's all inside And I feel All this pain Stuffed it down It's back again And I lie Here in bed All alone I can't mend But I feel Tomorrow wil be OK But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in
I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside your ugly Your ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you

I think I'm done...I need to go to school...I need soltace...or a Silent Epiphany...

Farewell
~Kim~

Mood:Amused
Song of Choice:Track 2 of the Rapture Compendium Neo Edition Cd
Topic: MAN SLUT
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 3 Weeks and 2 days
Days Until Spring Break: 53

: okay okay you know I have a class with all guys right well one is always comming in there talking about the girl of the week his girlfriend you know every week there's a new one. so I said Armon you are a man slut and the whole class busts out laughing and aromon was like nuh uh so he said I'm a pimp I laughed and said pimp? No no no a pimp is a man that has many women at once (Peter for instance if he was straight, Jon perhaps you know) You are a man slut a new woman has you every week so the guys argued with me and were like no Armon is a player I laughed and said no a player is a fancy name for a man that cheats I went okay let me show you so I said if a girl went out with Armon then went out with Jermay then with Alex then with Dan what would she be?
(all those guys are in my class) in unision they answered a hoe or a slut or a skank so i went uh huh well why is armon any different?
because he's a guy hell no armon is a man slut they argued with me the whole period and finally I said look if anyone in here is a pimp it's me cause I'm the only chick in here and all of you are whiped but I'm not a pimp i just said that to make them mad And that my friends is a man slut

Then you all remember the new guy right the jerk...yeah well today Kyle...the brother of that Freshman girl you remember I'm sure if not go back to August...yeah well Kyle goes have you met my firend points to New guys and I say yes I've had the displeasure and then he goes well I was thinking you two could hook up he's single your single I went hell would freeze over twice before I go out with this bastard (continues swearing) and the new guy is like bitch this and bitch that and whatever becasue he speaks gibberish so it doesn't matter anyway! and we're not looking at one another but the insults keep comming it was very very funny...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! ME BE HIS GIRLFRIEND...hehe...I'd sell myself to the Vatican before I did that...HAHA...me and him hell no. Then Kyle was like Dang and I thought you'd like her...what the hell...anyway then there's this one chick going after him but she's a bit...(insert adj here) so yeah she would.

Lisette wasn't at school ::tears:: Jonnell wrote her a note too and man that's sad I missed my friend class was lame without her. And that's about it and Jonnell think some boy likes my look and I don't believe her SHE LIES...Okay must find food good bye!

Farewell,
~Kim~

Mood:Mellow
Song of Choice:"Echo" by Trapt
Topic: Sleep Deprived Rant
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 3 Weeks
Days Until Spring Break: 55

Hey…well hi I have nothing important to say really I just kinda felt like doing a wee bit of advertising on my little blog of Ayumi goodness! Okay friends! First off books. Now how long has it been since I talked about books? Like what back with Frankenstein Which I still say every single one of you should read the book is intense! I think Lum, Jun and Cat would like it the best to tell the truth. Power to Mary Shelly we share the same birthday! In anycase books of the moment that I am reading lol are Blood Legacy: The Story of Ryan. My people intense book intense intense book. Truly a page turner. I got it yesterday with my little $5 discount card so it only cost me $1.50 let me tell you good good stuff! Started it like at 10 this morning and I’m already more than 1 /2 way done with it! So so good I don’t really want to give you guys a summary because there is no way that I can think of doing it without totally giving it away.

So which of you would like this? Nori I don’t think this book is for you to tell the truth I mean not exactly nice friendly Tameria Pierce you know…Lum dude this book is for you! I read it and I keep thinking that you could have written this fabulous creation! Oh by the way while channel surfing I saw a movie by the title of Murder of the Crows letting you know so you can get all the legal stuff handeled when that novel comes out and you start making the big money. I can’t wait Lum’s works will fill my library right next to Anne Rice and Stephen King and then right underneath that all my manga ::sigh:: bliss. Peter you know I don’t know if you would like it much so don’t like go buy it. Cat…you will like it I think because deep down the darkness is strong in you hehehe…let’s see who else here…Jun you know what…like I think you might like the beginning about this nameless stoic boy that is good guy…but other than that I don’t know I’ll get back to you on that. Geimer would read it simply to please me but no I don’t think this book is for you…then again hmm who knows. Lisette…maybe…um Jon no um…Jonnell…hmm no…yeah well whatever.

Bone Collector the other book I’m reading….no one really could enjoy that…really even I don’t like it.

Music please everyone download or buy the Trapt CD Please please you guys come on all of you every single one of you! If you liked Trust Company if you liked Chevelles the Red, 12 Stone(which incidentally I thought was okay) You must Download this CD please all of you for me!! The songs are Headstrong, Made of Glass, Hollowman, These Walls, Still Frame, Echo, the Game, When all is said and done, Enigma, Stories, and New Beginning. There you go come on guys please!

So yes haha now all of you cater to my will…I think that’s it for now I’ve said enough none of this is important this is all one Jhonen Vasquez like awake since 2 AM no sleep at all rant please someone lull me into slumber….Geimer! Get some sleep please! No depression please my friend please. Come on someone make sure this boy gets some sleep. And Someone make sure Jun wears a coat to keep himself warm please someone police these boys I swear they can’t take care of themselves and I already have to watch over Lisette and her malta stealing self and Jonnell and Josh and well hell I can’t take care of everyone and please someone keep Alan away from Peter before Peter is thrown in jail for making the world a better place…okay incoherent words that fall from my hands shutting up now bye guys

Farewell
~Kim~

Mood: Annoyed
Song of Choice:"Still Frame" by Trapt
Topic: God Damn IT!
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 2 Weeks and 6 Days
Days Until Spring Break: 56

Okay All you people that think you are comming down to visit me during Spring Break. To my knowledge I expected only Peter and Geimer...because well they told me that Satan himself couldn't stop them. But unfortunately maybe he will here's the deal there's a chance that my father will be returning from Kuwait that week and thus...house guest would be akward. So you can see that if I'm trying to get to know my father that having random people in the house would be not cool.

Don't take me the wrong way I'd love to have the gang crash but really and truely I'd rather try to patch things up and build something with my father. I'm sure you guys all understand now to add on it's not even so much that he's returning really because he's love to met you I'm sure it's the fact that some family (2 cousins I like but haven't seen in a millions years and one chick that I haven't seen in years but dislike) decideds to invite themselves to my home during Spring Break. So you know how it goes family comes first...mind you I hate the chick that's comming but hell whatever f--k it... whatever...I'm sorry guys if things change I'll let people know but right now it looks like a no go...oh well....well we only have one bathroom too so I'd hate to ponder the way that would go...9 people 1 bathroom um no....well that's all guys I'm sorry if you want to bitch the comment box is below if you're disapointed then I'm sorry but hey you know The Powers That Be dictate my life.

Farwell
~Kim~

Mood:Fierce
Song of Choice:"These walls" by Trapt
Topic: Quizes
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 2 Weeks and 6 Days
Days Until Spring Break: 56

God I love this CD!! Lisette THANK YOU! This is my favortie one so far(CD I mean) Wow!! Ilove them EVERYONE DL THIS OR GO BUY IT PLEASE!! Well onto the Quizes shall we?


You are... AYUMI HAMASAKI!

Girl, you've got it ALL. You're famous, you're
gorgeous, you can sing... hell, you've even got
faithful Ayu followers in Western countries!
Just... don't let all the fame get to your
head... or else you may end up forgetting that
you are Ayumi Hamasaki, not Madonna.


Which Adorable Japanese Popstar Are You?
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I GOT AYUMI!!! I DIDN'T CHEAT I SWEAR ON MY TRANCE CD...man that surprised me I thought I picked like every non Ayu thing...since I'm lame and she's so cool you know




All-Round Gamer


(results contain pictures) What type of GAMER are you?
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OMI-KUN MY LOVE ::faint::




The world is great! Why? Because you have found
the love of your life! Just like Hitomi in
"Escaflowne", your motto is that your
true love is a real angel! Awwww...how sweet!


What's Your Inner Anime Motto?
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Ahhh yeah maybe if Setsuna Mudo shows up at my house in nothing



You are Odessa Silverburg, former leader of the
Liberation Army. You did great things for
people and then a spy stabbed you to death.
Outcasted and then killed in secret.


Which troubled RPG character are you?
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I would die like that...fighting for the people but Geimer and Junior would avenge my death with force and Peter would download the virus of God o mighty into the governments computers


well yes that's the end of that but I'm gonna go look for more quizes soon...but I think we're going to Savannah today...
oh well

Farwell
~Kim~

Mood:::yawn::
Song of Choice:"Fade" by Stained
Topic: Nothing much
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 2 Weeks and 5 Days
Days Until Spring Break: 57

Man I'm sleepy...but I couldn't sleep.Ben went to the hospital yesterday...idiots there totally had no clue what they were doing and they gave him robitussin(which is for cold symtons which he doesn't have what he does have is trouble keeping food down) and then had the nerve to say that a 104 fever wasn't a concern...yeah right....so my mom kinda handeled it and then to up the annie! Lisette kinda came over to return Angel Sanctuary.

Lisette is gonna be a doctor so she's taken some classes in nursing and health and she kinda gave us an idea you know. She's cool I spent the afternoon with her after she called to get off work. We chilled outside (because you guys know how I feel about being in rooms Peter espeically) talked. Jonnell called and I wanted to talk to her but you know I had company and my mom is always like when you have company you can't use the phone because it's rude so I had to cut it really short. I'm sorry Jonnell!! Fogive me? I'll give you food ^-^ Please...Okay well back to the story before I loose people then went to Wal Mart bought some stuff(but I left my malta in her car!!! no!!) and then we went to her house. Her room is so cool! Man a mix of music and anime mega cool!

Lol anyway for me it was a big deal because I never get out the damn house and I was with Lisette. It was like when I first hung out with Lum and Cat I had a certain amount of hero worship for them well it's the same with Lisette. Funny right it's not that they act holier then thine it's just the aura. Lol so for me it was cool hehe. Oh we watched the Halloween Sim episode and I swear I remember Peter Saying Johnny or Vasquez was somewhere in there...where? We looked!

Anyway Lisette like lent me half her CDs to teach me of music because I know so little hehe. It was funny she was like you know not of the Used? No. Aww poor child. Then I had to explain to her I had just turned 16 and I didn't get into music until about 2 years ago so. Um...what else talked to Lisette about her...shmoo Mark. It was cute...really really cute. We talked about bad relationships and so on it was all really fun. Her mama hugged me it was funny.

Later came home played with Ben, Geimer called to my pleasure and we talked for a while then went to sleep. Yes this was my day.It was nice...first nice day I've had in while hehe Friday and Saturday were two good days.

Farewll
~Kim~

Mood:Over Joyed
Song of Choice:"Surreal" by Ayumi Hamasaki (Trance Version)
Topic: Nothing much
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 2 Weeks and 4 Days
Days Until Spring Break: 58

Ahhh I have an Ayumi layout!! Look look!! She’s so pretty…::sigh:: Okay lol Well welcome to the New layout made Courtesy of Peter himself everyone go to the comment box and praise Peter on his excellent job! look at this place AYUMI is on my website…aww it makes me feel special like you have no idea I mean man wow my site looks good for once I mean it always looked cute but not classy you know this this is perfect! Look at this the fonts all easy to read too not all small and itty bitty. OMG okay Jonnell you’re probably not understanding this but this is my Tairrie B okay I mean wow this girl is the hardest working singer I can think of I mean she has like 10 times as many CDs as Christina and Brittney and she’s there age! Plus she always looks classy and never ever slutty. Her lyrics are amazing I mean Lord! Wow Ayumi! I want to dress like her she’s so cool!! Ahh (okay this is my teen idol ladies and gentlemen I was never into Spear or Christina or Shakira or Thalia but Ayumi hands down yes!)

Okay now why the new layout well 1 year anniversary! Yes I know it’s a month away but let the festival begin ::Initiate happy Bunny dance neo Style:: okay okay now I’ve come a long way in the last year I think. I got past a very traumatizing relationship you know been rejected repeatedly but I’m still here you know I didn’t let the things that went horribly horribly wrong get me you know. I moved to a new place and sure the place sucks but along with the battalion of good friends from Columbus that got me through some of the hard times I got some here to Josh, Jonnell, Joel, Lisette, all very cool people! You know and I got past the dark age of depression and the whole let’s end it all crap I’ve come a ways. To think this website started on a horrible note but look it’s still going strong!

Anyway as Johnny Said “There’s nothing terribly wrong with feeling lost, so long as that feeling precedes some plan on your part to actually do something about it. Too often a person grows complacent with their disillusionment perpetually wearing their ‘discomfort’ like a favorite shirt. I can’t say I’m very please with where my life is just now…but I can’t help but look forward to where it’s going.”

So I think a lot of this new optimistic attitude is thanks to Geimer. Yes people I’m about to get all mushy and sentimental and embarrass him make fun of him if you like hehe. That guy has gotten me through some of the worst times ever. I mean crappy crappy days. He’s talked with me and hasn’t told me how to live my life simply a different perspective and also he lets me figure things out for myself instead of going ‘hey…Kim look duh’ you know he’s taught me a lot too. Yes he has been very good to me…and sure at time it was like OMG what the hell is wrong with you go away (this being the reaction to the are you sure you feel okay) but it’s only cause he care you know. Plus he made the mailman’s life a living hell dragging parcels and packages in for me. So yes Geimer thank you you’re very special. Now my friends I bid thee far well all of you sleep off the sugar high induced by Valentine’s Day candy and then watch good movies. Hehe I watched Romeo and Juliet and Moulin Rouge (both a pair of my favorite movies and both directed by the magnificent Baz Lurman) for my Valentine’s Day treat…aww movies that end in death…gotta love it hehe.

Farewll
~Kim~

P.S. In case you’re wondering the comment box no longer has a counter it’s just a chorus from the Ayumi song I got on a Quiz It said that this song is the most appropriate for me so read and tell me here are the lyrics:
Choosing only the things you like/ isn't irresponsible./If you can't find anything /you like/then why accept the responsibility?/I take only the possibilities that I'm ready to accept./If it's something you don't need then/compassion is of no use at all./If it's something important then/pain will probably accompany it./Loneliness that you feel together is worse/than a loneliness that you feel/by yourself./No matter what loneliness comes,/no matter what pain you feel,/you mustn't close your eyes to it./Because even if you lose all your/words, even if you say it doesn't matter,/if you stumble/it will be there to help you up./That's what kind of thing it is.
Ah, that promise we made that day./I don't want to keep it by myself./Ah, that far off dream we talked of throughout the night./I don't want to make it come true by myself./I can't tell anyone. I want to tell someone, that/that person is more important to me than anyone else./la la la-/In a nonexistant place/I stand as I am./Please be yourself./That's how I want you to be./la la la-/In a nonexistant place/I stand as I am./Please be yourself./I want you to be that way forever.

(oh and Jonnell watch the swearing in the comment box I had to run damage control in there today heheh)

Farewll
~Kim~

My Mood: Happy
Music: "Shitou" from Yami no Matsuei
Whew, it didn't take as long to install this as I had planned. Hopefully it'll be a pleasant suprise for you, Kimu-san! ... Don't forget to go to YACCS to change you comment box's colors! Well, since I've changed my own layout (again), I'm on my way to install it! Have a nice day everyone!

Love,
-Peter

Mood:Tired
Song of Choice:"Knief of Romance" from Angel Sanctuary
Topic: Nothing much
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 2 Weeks and 3 Days
Days Until Spring Break: 59

::Yawn:: It's...Valentine's Day...heaven forbide.....anymore such lovey dovey holidays...I had no school today I was spared...sorta but in anycase all of you need to hurry home so I may hear of your Valentine's Day's stories...btw my usal online afterschool people I won't be able to get on much this evening because yeah you guessed it mommie dearest is waiting for my dad to call her...dear lord...::Sigh:: so yeah if anyone really wants to talk to me I man had a crappy day had a great day I don't mind either way just call you know the number but please one at a time and don't flood the line hehe oh yeah that sounded conceeded I'm sorry

So yeah two new critters on the side bar. Shattered Mind is Lisettes you'd all love her it's like looking at a ver small Kat Garcia but talking with Lauren's dark side and Cat's smiling side at the exact same time very very interesting. And Vita is Jonnell and you all know about Jonnell because she just has her way with my comment box on some of the most random of tangents. So there you go beware the tripod pop up from Jonnell's site thought...later my friends.

Mood:Mellow
Song of Choice:"Fly High" by Ayumi Hamasaki
Topic: Comics
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 2 Weeks and 2 Days
Days Until 4 Day Weekend:1
Days Until Spring Break: 60

God...it it so Earlie....not really but ahh...Man...well it doesn't help that I was up past midnight reading Comics like real American 2.99 pre volume comics...mostly Witchblade...but I do have a special one called the Darkness...I like that one a lot. Geimer sent me all these after he'd read them I keep them because some of the art is really good and if I was a little altered in mentality I would tear the book apart and use them as mini posters. I have sparatic ones...it's kinda funny how little that actually matters...Witchblades number 37, 42, 56, and then part 2 of 60...now here's something I never realized. Comic collecting is much easier then say manga collecting. 2.99 every like 3 months in all seriousness. Geimer sent me Darkness #1a long tiem ago the comic itself came out in December I think...the 2nd one came out yesterday....Now!! to find 3 dollars so I can buy it hmmm....anyway...same with the Witchblade 62 came out yesterday

now what was the point in all that there wasn't one really except taht while I was reading those comics I read a phrase taht made me think of my grandfather.

"Maybe the world just wasn't ready for you. Maybe you were just too virtuous....too chivalrous...for this place for these people..."
~Witchblade number 56

Hmm I liked that I like a lot of things from those comics as a matter of fact...but I'll post those later I'm running a little late so ttyl

Mood:Uneasy
Song of Choice:"Outside" by Stained
Topic: "Awwh"_Quote Josh
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 2 Weeks and 2 Days
Days Until 4 Day Weekend:1
Days Until Spring Break: 60

Okay today was really crappy Josh came back then got suspended again...so we won't see him for another week maybe two...crap but hey the great Jonnell brought him to visit me GOD BLESS HER!!! I love you Jonnell!! Another interesting highlight of the day was that someone started this rumor that I was gay and Lisette was my girlfriend when somebody finally asked me I laughed and said no and then everyone was like darn it.

Yeah no use getting mad over trivial stuff although some jerk said I would never get married with my attitude and then I tried to hang him with my rainbow colored leash...I just had to use the Josh phrase though in the prosses: Mudda F**ka!
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Oh well that's enough of that Jun I'm sorry!! Yeah y'all don't worry about that lol bye 8:00 pm

Mood:Mellow
Song of Choice:"A Song for XX" by Ayumi Hamasaki
Topic: Photos
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 2 Weeks and 1 Day
Days Until 4 Day Weekend:2
Days Until Spring Break: 61

Awww look at use aren't we pretty? I have been called "hot" in certain photos by certain young men makes me blush and be proud hehe..hehe Jonnel and Josh are so cute okay look now

Mood:Sadness
Song of Choice:"End of the World" by Ayumi Hamasaki
Topic: My Grandfather
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 2 Weeks
Days Until 4 Day Weekend:3
Days Until Spring Break: 62

::sigh:: The anniversary of my grandfather’s death is coming up…I really don’t know how to feel…I dread this month…it’s always kinda hard on me especially since he passed He died of prostate cancer( I think no one really told me) …February 13th a Friday…it’s been years but to me the wounds still fresh…feels like yesterday…I miss him a lot…he was always such a good man strong and loving gentle and smiling…the one person I could always count on you know….I think I stoped being carefree and truly happy when he passed…but I think it was the severity of it.

You see I was just a child no concept of death or other such travesties…then in one false swoop death came like a thief in the night and stole my grandfather…I remember that day perfectly…those images burned into my mind my father was the one that told me…we were walking down the street after I’d been playing all day with my cousins…my uncle had taken us out he knew about it too…my dad told me and he was fighting back the tears himself…I was like 10 I think for me it was the end of the world…

I think that’s one of those moments that mark the beginning of you really growing up…that was my first lesson on the road to being an adult death the passing of a loved one…from there foreword I was a dark and serious child contemplative and the like melancholy…

My Father wanted him buried in a veterans cemetery next to his brothers in arms on a field of honor…but my grandmother wouldn’t have it oh no never…God I hate her so much…I remember that I…I sat in the car during the funeral…and cried I couldn’t go out there…

I…ah…I never saw my grandfather sick…or in a hospital bed I never got to visit him one last time…um…I never saw him in his coffin…but you know what I think it’s better this way…I don’t think my 10 year old mind could have handled it…I doubt I could handle it now…

More than anything else that was my saddest moment walking next to my father in the street in front of my grandfather’s house and being told that…that hurt me more than any of Michael’s lies my parents failures any physical injury nothing to this day can compare to that earth shattering moment in my life…I didn’t have a grand father anymore…that I think was the day that I lost my innocence when I stopped being a little kid…when death held my hand and walked me out of that childish happy time in my life…yeah…that was definitely a defining moment in my life…

More then anything I want to go visit his grave and place flowers there and just talk to him you know…not alone I’m not strong enough…but not with my family…I want to visit it with the man I love…man I marry…I think to help him understand a few things about me you know to afford me a little strength…you know kinda introduce myself to my grandfather not as his little granddaughter but you know the eldest and most mature of his grand children.

The reason I’m writing this now is because my grandmother sent this evil letter to my mother and I consider it a great act of disrespect to dear send something like that on this month…how dare she…I hate her with ever fiber in my being but one day…she will have to face my words for one day I will be an adult in every way and she will not be able to silence me and she will hear the truth from my lips I speak only truth for I am my grandfathers descendant and I carry the same courage and valor as he did.

Besides I think I needed to get this outta my system…thank you all for listening…I really appreciate it...

Mood:Mellow
Song of Choice:"Poker Face by Ayumi Hamasaki(aww midids)
Topic: Nothing
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 2 Weeks(...no he's going to write me you'll see--and the denial sets in.
Days Until 4 Day Weekend:3
Days Until Spring Break: 62

::Yawn:: I'm sleepy....I desire a snuggle...please nevermind me I'm a little sick and just like any other child wish to be tended to.

But no of course not....I have to take care of myself--not that I can't I just miss someone taking care of me you know...seems like lately i've been having to take care of myself more and more you know. ::sigh:: Parents kinda stop being intereactive don't they unless they want something or you're all smiles and happy...

Ahh I'm being bitter Lisette and Nancy told me to stop that which I guess they're right...I think it's lack of munchies...non of this is coherent...I'm sorry it's a mix of too much work and pre-Valentine's Day revulsion....I want a Squee about that...anyway I'm going to hush and go now...the rambles stop now.

Oh Oh PS 1 year aniverery of this sad little place is March 13th so I'm thinking of doing an Ayumi Layout is anyone is opposition? Maybe or have a better idea?

Mood:Mellow
Song of Choice:"Evolution" by Ayumi Hamasaki(aww back to my Japanese Roots)
Topic: Nothing
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 6 Days and 1 Week
Days Until 4 Day Weekend:4
Days Until Spring Break: 63


::sigh:: good God...I hate Paint shop with a vengence and a passion...I'm tired...ehhh...somebody needs to dress me for school because I lack the strength even for that...

I send to you all words of the lovely Tairrie B courtesy of Jonnell

God of War
I embrace you your culture your images of truth
I cry blood red tears for out love lost in memories
I choke on when I see you when I condem you for the liar you really are
my torture, me crusdase, my vendetta, my aztec divinity.
I build an altar to you burn candles in your honor
intolerable love, terrible love, tainted love, my black haired boy.
I watch you cover your body with religious imagery, exorcise your demons
sangre(blood), moretes(death), alas rotas(broken wings).
I am your poeta(poet) your only verdad(truth)

Yupe yupe yupeI remember when Jonnell first gave me that to read...instant flashback to Michael...but yeah things that are no more you know. Hmm who knows...I just liked it at the time and still do at the moment don't ask me why...probably helps mourn the loss of a lie...oh well lies are meant to die...believe in those who seek the truth doubt those who find it--Andre Gide.

Well friends I'll leave you to your thoughts. Feel free to comment e-mail write and or send me suggestions on this all consumming project of mine called the Witchblade:) I think now I begin to understand Peter's exhaustion with GHP...yes most definately...

Mood:Mellow
Song of Choice:The sound of Ian Nottingham's voice ::sigh::such a wonderful sound
Topic: Bear with me it's all just a test
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 5 Days and 1 Week
Days Until 4 Day Weekend:5
Days Until Spring Break: 70

::Yawn:: Man I'm sleepy....my crusade to make my WB site "all that it can be" is kinda...more trial and error then I would have hoped...you see I can't just steal photos...that would be to say the least difficult...and also places to steal from have become scarces and ill managed...so thus I have to learn the way of the image hoster...so a lot of trail and error in that not to mention the utter lunacy of the blasted paint shop.

I have no clue what say half of the blasted tools do but I'm learning slowly very slowly...also I'm trying to figure out the premise of my little site which all of you must go to out of the kindness of your hearts so you may begin to understand my obsession...please I love you all. Anyway the idea is as follows.

Well I believe in home pages and navigation for the sake of sanity. So yes a home page you know where it would be like links to Plot characters/ cast, episodes, history of the blade, and maybe an image gallery but that's aif I have time deal then once you click on these they will break in hiearchial way into smaller sections like you know plot from season one plot from season two. Now here is my pride and joy I have the transcripts (you remember all those from back in June) From every single episode except 2 Goddamn it and thus this will branch off as well from the episode section. And so on I'm sure you guys get the Jive.

Well like I said NAVIGATION at the bottom you got a link that will bring you back home or to one of the other sections...I hate websites you have to click back back back you know...so ya dig if anyone has suggestions I'm open to um. And If GAMES would like to help gather junk that would be great too...hehe he's my Witchblade buddy he semi understands my madness.

OKay now I got some sound bytes here I'd like you guys to take a look at and tell me what you think if they sound good(my speakers are crap) or if they are no good and perhaps if i should use them. You guys should know now that I'm going to ask much of you in the upcomming months to help me wiht my crusade. A click here a download there please!

Okay this one is An alley conversation between Ian and Sara this is one of the first conversations they have. It's Ian asking Sara how the Witchblade is treating her basically. If the desire to kill is taking over or is she strong enough to bend the blade to her will. They mention a guy named Gallo. Sara wants to kill this guy because he killed a 2 friends of her's (one in front of her very tramatic) and so forth I'm sure you understand.

This one is at the end of the same episode well actually it's the pilot movie but in anycase.This is Ian and Sara's first phone conversation they're so cute hehe anyway basically Ian kills Gallo For her (see Ian was angry becasue Gallo put a hit out on Sara and Ian found out and messed up the dude who was sent out on the hit and well you know why leave loose ends you know?) And well all very calm about it.

Ian talking with Sara...well Ian breaking into Sara's appartment and talking with her...yeah

A song from Sara's lover Conchobar...he was okay but ehhh Ian was way better

Let's see this is the Ian Notthingham Mathmatical School for Dummies...basically some thugs kidnapp Sara's lover and ask for a large amount of money(money Sara could never come up with so she brings in conterfit cash I think I don't remember actually) so Ian loves her so much he bring the real money to save him.

Okay well they kill Sara's lover in anycase and then Sara has to go through this ordeal to master and merge with the Witchblade. Ian can't help her at all it's a mental deal and well Danny is the Guardian angel he speaks of. (Danny was killed by Gallo but is a apparition that is always with Sara)Danny is kinda taking over the whole protection deal at the mment so Ian kinda goes home because he doesn't wan to see Sara in pain. But Irons(Ian's...master) comes down on him and it is one of the most important moments of the showIan takes a stand!

Anyway opinons opinons come on the comment box is here for a reason!! So yeah thes will be up like a few days and then I have to kill them because they fill up the boom..okay thanks for the support!

Mood:Patient
Song of Choice:"My Way" by Limp Bizit
Topic: Witchblade Cast update :)
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 4 Day and 1 Week
Days Until 4 Day Weekend:6
Days Until Spring Break: 71

Well yes it's another fabulous day...I mean that to an extent...My mom, Ben and I went to teh movies last night(the free movie that they show every Friday) it was the Lord of the Ring Two Towers. Now you guys know I already saw it but I thought my mom and brother would enjoy it and besides I wanted to spend a little time with my family. So yes it's an easy watch so I didn't get bored or anything I actually picked up on somethings I missed the first time and as always Orlando (the elf) still looked just as nice.

Okay on to more trivial and yet to me interesting matters. As you all know I have a intense liking for the actor extraordianire known as Eric Etebari and thus am always looking for any scrap of information! Do not ridicule me! Anyway For Webpage design we have to do a web page(no duh) and I was going to do Angel Sanctuary I finally went yes but when I started to explain the concept(mind you I did my best to stay away from the sibling love and the rebelion against God deal but...well there isn't much actual plot left if you remove that) so once she gave me a weird look and said pick something else I said fine the Witchblade she said series or comic and I said series and her response was good because you weren't going to do the comic.

Well whatever and she gave us the whole period to look up infor and I was done in like 5 seconds I know the good sites that are still up. But anyway then she told me that I had to have an outside interent resource. So HAHA Kim is bringing the comics that GEIMER sent her because they have a itty bitty section on the series in there and my video tape of season one. What now bitch nothing will over come me!!

::clears throat:: In anycase I found out in my 45 minutes of free time trist that Eric has a movie comming out this summer. Mind you he isn't the lead or anything but do I care hell no it's Eric-y goodness and I want to see the spectrum of his acting capabilites. Anyway the movie is the Fast and the Furious 2 (The real title is 2 Fast 2 Furious but whatever you know) So yes ::Kim does happy bunny dance neo style::

Also Will (Danny Woo) is not only in a Mirah Carey Music Video...a very bad video because it's her voice but it's really kinda cool I mean like the parts she's not in, but he too is in two movies! What in the world where's Yancy the last movie I saw her in was Drop Zone with Snipes but in anycase! He's in The Bond Movie Die Another Day and he's in a Car movie like Eric but his is called Torque. So yes I know none of you understand what I speak of except maybe Geimer because he watched the show with me but hey this is the only TV show I actually watched okay so now that it's gone I must follow the great cast anywho that's all for now..Oh I finally got a Boomspeed Account mwahh haaahaaa!! So fear my posting abilites!! Okay I think I'm done now...hehe..bye

Mood:Tears
Song of Choice:"No rain" orignially by Blind Melon but sung by Josh Estes from Lunch
Topic: Wounded Hearts Tears
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 2 Day and 1 Week
Days Until 4 Day Weekend:8
Days Until Spring Break: 73

Wounded Hearts Tears

There are some things in the world that will never make sense to me…

Today Josh came back to school he hadn’t been in about 3 days but he came back. They dragged him down to the office and searched him they found a leaf or some tobacco crumbs on him they weren’t even fresh they were weeks old like lint from the dryer. At lunch he came outside with me and found me sitting where I do everyday…he’d never seen me there before or so I thought…he told me about the search the interrogation how I probably wouldn’t see him again until net week Thursday if that. So we talked and talked about some heavy things he sang some…we talked about the past the future things of that nature…he told me that the three days he was gone he watch with Binoculars the ramp were I had lunch everyday alone watched Jonnell too and watched us after school when we stood and waited for the bus….it made me want to cry the fact that when I felt absolutely abandoned someone was watching out for me even if it was from very very far away…and the bell rand and lunch was over. At that moment I seriously thought about skipping and just staying with him. But he hugged me and that was my signal to get myself to class. He walked me there and then Dean the principal found him and came down on him. I left Josh there I felt guilty that it was walking me to class that he got caught I felt guilty that I didn’t stay and stick up for Josh…but I don’t think Josh would have wanted me there…seeing Dean talk down to him…plus I think I would have distracted Josh from his….verbal defense and story weaving.

Then the icing on the cake was when I got home I cried and my mom found me and she asked me what was wrong and when I explained what happened she gave me this stupid lecture how I shouldn’t feel responsible at all and all this crap and I snapped. I told her I had no use for that lecture about how drugs are wrong because I gave it everyday that I’m not dealing with that crap Josh does drugs and that’s him but he’s my friend and I don’t judge him for it so I’m dealing with loosing one of my friends I’m dealing with the possibility that they will kick him out of school and he won’t be there anymore when he’s one of the very few people that I can talk to and feel safe with and then you come and tell me this what for? She sent me to my room and I went yeah that’s what I expected that’s why I don’t tell you things…she came in a little while ago and acted like nothing happened and I played along too because it’s easier to put on a mask then deal with the truth.

I just don’t understand…there are some things in the world that will never make sense to me…

Mood:Mellow
Song of Choice:"Nookie" by Limp Bizkit
Topic: Harry Potter get's the Vatican's okay!!!
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 1 Day and 1 Week
Days Until 4 Day Weekend:9
Days Until Spring Break: 74

Hey yeah this is basically Harry Potter News for young Nori...other than that nothing is going on with me except that today I started thinking that Eric may not write me back because well I shoulda sent a self addressed envelope and that way he would just have to throw the paper in there instead of having to spend money on buying that kinda stuff. Soo yeah on to the News
Church official gives thumbs up to Harry Potter's good vs. evil morals
Mon Feb 3,11:49 AM ET
By NICOLE WINFIELD, Associated Press Writer
VATICAN CITY - The Vatican (news - web sites) is giving two thumbs up to the Harry Potter (news - web sites) series.

The Rev. Don Peter Fleetwood told a Vatican press conference Monday that the good vs. evil plotlines of the best-selling books are imbued with Christian morals.
"I don't see any, any problems in the Harry Potter series," Fleetwood said.
Fleetwood was responding to questions following the release of a new Vatican document on the New Age phenomenon, which he helped draft as a member of the Pontifical Council for Culture.
Fleetwood was asked whether the magic embraced by Harry Potter and his pals at the Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry was problematic for the Catholic Church. Some evangelical groups have condemned the series for glamorizing magic and the occult.
"I don't think there's anyone in this room who grew up without fairies, magic and angels in their imaginary world," said Fleetwood, who is British. "They aren't bad. They aren't serving as a banner for an anti-Christian ideology.
"If I have understood well the intentions of Harry Potter's author, they help children to see the difference between good and evil," said Fleetwood, currently in the secretariat of the European Episcopal Conference. "And she is very clear on this."
He said British author J.K. Rowling (news - web sites) was "Christian by conviction, is Christian in her mode of living, even in her way of writing."
Rowling's four Harry Potter titles have sold an estimated 192 million copies worldwide, and the books have been published in at least 55 languages. The first two books have been adapted into hit movies and a fifth book in the series is due in bookstores June 21.
The books chronicle the fictional adventures of young Harry and his wizard pals at Hogwarts as they battle Harry's nemesis, the evil sorcerer Voldemort.
Religious reaction to Harry Potter has been mixed. While there has been criticism from some evangelicals, ecumenical groups such as Churches Together in Britain and Ireland have echoed Fleetwood's contention that the books illustrate important themes like the battle between good and evil.


Vatican Gives Two Thumbs Up to 'Potter'
Mon Feb 3, 4:03 PM ET
By NICOLE WINFIELD, Associated Press Writer
VATICAN CITY - The Vatican (news - web sites) is giving two thumbs up to the Harry Potter (news - web sites) series.

The good vs. evil plot lines of the best-selling books are imbued with Christian morals, the Rev. Don Peter Fleetwood told a Vatican news conference Monday.
"I don't see any, any problems in the Harry Potter series," Fleetwood said.
He was responding to questions following the release of a new Vatican document on the New Age phenomenon, which he helped draft as a member of the Pontifical Council for Culture.
Fleetwood was asked whether the magic embraced by Harry Potter and his pals at the Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry was problematic for the Roman Catholic Church. Some evangelical groups have condemned the series for glamorizing magic and the occult.
"I don't think there's anyone in this room who grew up without fairies, magic and angels in their imaginary world," said Fleetwood, who is British. "They aren't bad. They aren't serving as a banner for an anti-Christian ideology.
"If I have understood well the intentions of Harry Potter's author, they help children to see the difference between good and evil," said Fleetwood. "And she is very clear on this."
He said British author J.K. Rowling (news - web sites) was "Christian by conviction, is Christian in her mode of living, even in her way of writing."
Rowling's four Harry Potter titles have sold an estimated 192 million copies worldwide, and the books have been published in at least 55 languages. The first two books have been adapted into hit movies and a fifth book in the series is due in bookstores June 21.
The books chronicle the fictional adventures of young Harry and his wizard pals at Hogwarts as they battle Harry's nemesis, the evil sorcerer Voldemort.

Vatican Succumbs to Harry Potter's Spell
Mon Feb 3,10:37 AM ET
VATICAN CITY (Reuters) - Harry Potter (news - web sites) fans, relax. The Vatican (news - web sites) says the kid is all right.

The question of whether J.K. Rowling (news - web sites)'s books and the films on the boy wizard have a positive influence came up at a news conference on Monday where the Vatican presented a document on "New Age" spirituality, which contain elements of the occult.
"I don't think that any of us grew up without the imaginary world of fairies, magicians, angels and witches," said Father Peter Fleetwood, a Vatican official who worked on the document.
"They are not bad or a banner for anti-Christian ideology. They help children understand the difference between good and evil," he said in response to a reporter's question.
The fifth book in the series, "Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix," became an instant best-seller less than 24 hours after the June publication date was announced by the publishers.

Mood:Happy/Pissed(later)
Song of Choice:"Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls
Topic: Lost boys
Days until Jun's 17th Birthday!:1(the suspense mounds)
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter:6
Days Until 4 Day Weekend:11
Days Until Spring Break: 76

Well yes yes after more then 24 hours of work andbad internet service this thing finally printed on the real site...thatnk you so much blogger server. oh Jonnell really quick I haven't read your poems yet I will read them after school okay okay. Anywho Lost boys is the topic of today now what does that mean well here wew go:

I believe that all of us ever single one of us is a lost boy in someway or another. Me I'm a lost child in the sense of my feelings. I feel kinda on a extreme scale you know...I take things to heart and I worry too much. Other lost children may want to solve problems that are too big for them. Others still might just be lost in who they really are or what people think they are...I think it's time we got found...how I don't know but I know we can't do it alone it's a two person job at least.. So today go up to someone and be like are you a lost boy here let me help you find the way lol then run no I mean come on you know what I mean help people out.

::8 hours and an ass hole later::

Okay forget all the above and check this. Today this new guy comes and sits next to me on the bus. So me trying to be nice I offer (no he wasn't good looking) to help him out and show him his classes and what not because no one helped me on my first day. First off he acted and talked and addressed me and Jonnell like we were new and he'd been here for 8 years but anyway Okay now here's what happened! That ass hole totally forgot I or Jonnell(who also offered to help) exsisted when Tiffani showed up and pulled her big flirt routine. Now from there I was like hell you're on your own. So I told Jonnell that in 3 weeks at tops that Tiffani would be like ahh I like the new guy.

Well lunch rolled around...I have lunch everyday by myself and then outta no where Tiffani decideds to bring the new guy outside and talk to me(somehting she hasn't done without male motivation ever) Then this prick stares shamelessly at Tiffani's ass and Tiffani's friend's chest to say the least I was not happy so digusting. So I go we need less guys like you around here. And the comment totally missed him. And then he asked how old I was and I said 16 he look directly at my chest and said well you look 15....now my friends first off I was wearing a baggy sweater and you know that will make a lass look flat chested anyday but underneath I was wearing a form complimenting shirt...second who is this ass hole that I've known for maybe 10 minutes to tell me crap like that I've known some guys 2 years and I bitch at them if they says a word about my chest. So I say you know I only wear this to keep ass holes like you from looking at me because ::take off my sweater:: if I wanted to impress you I would just leave this off ::he looks shocked and stupid and I put my sweater back on(later I took it off again because the temp reached like 60 so it was kinda hot but was sure to keep my arms across my chest)::

Later he had the nerve to call Will weird(yes he looks a little odd but damn he doesn't even know Will he's a softy!) Anywho then on the way to the bus this jerk off pop up and he's like where do I catch the bus? Me and Jonnell are angry at him and we don't like him so we kinda go outside and we start to walk and he kinda just follows us to the ramp. Then well Jonnell goes guess what? What? You were right about Tiffani. She's known him what 45 minutes total whatever...how can anyone like a prick like that. Oh then he has the nerve to make fun of me and Joel because my beanie and his hoodie are from Wal-Mart. And his beanie is from the Hot Topic...had it been a cool beanie okay but hell I saw the same one at Wal-Mart. So that loser can kiss my thrifty I payed less and mine is cooler so hahahaha ass.

In continuation--Tiffani is walking around with her boyfried(who she's thinking about dumping not because he's a bad guy oh no he's great it's I guess cause she just got out of a relationship with another guy and then pounced on the poor boy) and then the second she gets on the bus she sits with the new guy....

Just whatever that jerk can freaking get lost and get suspened for all I care....just damn him I swear how dare he presume my worth simply by looking at my chest what a bastard he didn't even really talk to me! I hate superficial people.(4:18 PM)

Mood:Cranky
Song of Choice:The Opening of FFVIII in the BG from my PS2
Topic: God Damned Blogger
Days until Jun's 17th Birthday!:2
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter:5
Days Until 4 Day Weekend:12
Days Until Spring Break: 77

Supid blogger won't publish righ!!! It's anyone else having this problem? I'm just curious...Let's see what's been going on...I talked to Peter yesterday we really shouldn't have waited almost 3 months to talk to one another shame on us. Geimer called while I was on with Peter and NEVER CALLED BACK!!! Shame on you you said you would!

Anyway the new layout! FF8 is my 2nd Favorite FF. Nine was #1 because love the story the battle system and the visual. Eight Falls a close 2nd and the only reason it is in this rank is well the blasted draw system and I hated being broken into two different teams throughout the game. I love the romantic element in this game I think it's more present in this one then in Nine but also I feel more of a something in common with the Characters in Eight then in Nine. I think I would be...The child of Squall and Rinoa. Rinoa has this I wanna make everyone happy kinda deal and that is a strong part of me but I also have that whole I can handel it myself get away from me now kinda deal like Squall. So yes for the Febuary the month of Luuuve! I choose this couple! ( I know there's an Irvine Picture down there I liked him too)

In case your wondering 7 is third and 10 is 4th I hated 10 with a vengence I could go on for years. The saving grace of 10 was the music, Riku and Lulu. Yeah you bet. Feel free to insult me now.God damned sphere system you really had no clue how strong you were. I just didn't like the game because the only strong female force in that movie was Lulu and you know what there wasn't enough Lulu...Yuna was so...timid I just didn't like her. Plus Tidus was a whimp...I hate having a main character that's a whimp. Zidane wasn't the greatest but kid had heart, Squall was a toughguy and Cloud...Cloud just kicked ass and the only reason the 7 falls into 3rd because I think it was way too easy to make your characters stronger, the controls were jerky but that was just because of the times you know...and well I'm a romantic and the love story aspect wasn't developed in my opinion as much as it shoulda been.

Yes this has been my FF editorial!